happy again

In the past, I've always woken-up happy, even giddy to start the day. I've never been a morning person - I mean that I don't like talking in the morning. But then in February or March I started waking up sad and clse to tears if not actually crying because I didn't want to wake up.
Then, yesterday morning, I woke up happy again.

I am so happy that I am happy again!

I don't know what happened. But all I know is that April 30th I was sad, and May 1st I was happy.

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and in other news, I had a job lined up to work with international students at UTA. But that is not going to happen.

I don't know what I will be doing. I'm not one of those people who says "thus sayeth the Lord" or one of those other types that never accepts responsibility for their actions because "God had other plans." or whatever. I don't mean it as condescending as I sound. I didn't have peace about taking the job and now that I am not taking the job I do have a peace. -perhaps directly related to being sad and then being happy.