full of regret

    I'm so disappointed in myself. I knew my professor would ask a certain question on the exam and I had my answer planned out. But when the actual test was in front of me, I wrote something else - basically the same thing in less detail. He docked me 18 points.

    When I don't know an answer and I get it wrong, I'm ok with docked points. But when I do know the answer and I get it wrong, it makes me cry.

    Yes, I talked to him about it. No, he didn't do anything. No, I won't talk to him about it again. No, I won't tell you the question or the answer. Yes, I'll let you know the class is called Organic Chemistry.

    I believe God is in control of everything. Wouldn't it be great if He'd help me get an A on the next exam? I've never studied so much for a class; not that that's saying much because I hardly ever study. Maybe this is just God making me humble.

    An A requires me to achieve perfect marks on every assignment left. If I get one very good grade and everything else is not as good, I get a B. If I had had even ten points from the 18 marked off, an A would be possible. But perfection is outside my grasp. I'll have to settle for the B. and what a snob I am for crying over getting a B...pathetic, I know.

in other news - I changed some info in my profile. (some of the info was just wrong, and some was just out of date)
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---------addendum 6/30-
I just wanted to add that I think only by the grace of God will I even pass this class. If I get a B, will be totally by His grace. Getting a B is still a wonderful blessing.